I have been going back and forth with myself a lot lately. Trying to decide if what I am doing is what I should be doing. There are many questions that remain unanswered.
As we all know, we are living in the last days and have been for a while. This causes me to think about many things. One of which is, when its time to tell my story, what will it say? I find myself going out on limbs for people, who often, leave me there alone. I find my heart supporting the dreams of those who need supporting, but aren't always willing to take the necessary leap. More importantly I find myself saying yes, when I really want to say no, but something forces the three letters out before I can form the two.
I am in a decent position in life, but by no means where my heart desires to be. For years I have given excuses for why I am not able to do what I should be doing. There is a bigger one in my way currently, that I can't seem to figure out.
I am stuck in a place, trying to figure out my story. I want to tell a story that touches hearts and sparks a desire to change for the better. I want to tell a story that makes me look back over my life and smile because I honored my heavenly father and made change here on earth. I want to tell a story that is uniquely mine. It doesn't have to matter to everyone, be read by anyone, as long as it seen and needed by at least one.
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